roughly marked my 23rd day back to Sydney. ever since i came back, i've been a vegetarian. not that i want to, but coz i had to. with owh so many things going on, i had to be very stingy on everything i spend.
apart from the rent, bills and debts; i only left with food consumption.
i've made it a rule to only eat 1 pack of pasta/macaroni ,or 1 cup of rice ,or bread and a pack of maggi per day. basically, everything is to be divided to 3 meals.. and only max of 2 bags of choc chips cookies and 2 bottles of milk per month.
rice, so far are eaten with vegetables only. despite Dear saying that is actually got for my skin, i so want to eat chicken curry now!! and the fact that he sometimes accidentally blurted out foods he's eating back home (like nasi ayam, cendol) made me soo jealous of him.
so far i'm doing ok, except that i hv this craving for cookies almost at all time. i'm not hungry, just that i want to munch smthg.. hmmm....
this cute little boy was running around the living room during the Maulidur Rasul's reception at MakDik's last month. He was quite shy but like to touch everything that looked interesting.
And yes, he didnt wore that undies when he first arrived with his parents.
U see, while everybody else was eating.. He came to almost everyone there looking at their plates.. I was sitting on the floor and eating, and Udin's plate was there (but he was gone for a call).. this boy kept circling me until...
HE ended up on my plate. yes, no mistakes there. he tripped and fell right in there.
that's how he became one sexy boy.. after that, he will look at me and says "ye.. ye..."..
yesterday, i had my 1st dream of almost being killed and me killing somebody. it's the weirdest ever and had me thinking for a very long time when i woke up. why.. did i dreamt such a dream??? and how am i capable of doing that, without a single bit of hesitation.....
on a side note, i skipped my 1st class/tutorial for the semester. we, (yes, 5 of us) decided to skip the 1.5hrs tut and went for dinner together. and yeah, we sort of making plans to hv this kind of dinner for the rest of the semester (read as skipping tut) LOL. but it was fun altho it's just dinner. i got to talk with Dear on the phone and then had great companies eating along.
i just dont understand why this Management class here is so boring compared to the Mgmt classes i took back in Purdue. what make it soo more boring is the fact that the class has 300+ students in it. i guess i'm too used having only 15-30 people in a classroom..
*mmm... i miss Dear.. it always becomes harder at night time. i'll miss him more & really wish to just fall asleep in his arms.. long distance sucks.
it's march 7th, 2010.. tmrw is the 2nd week of class.. as of today, there are tonnes of things to be done. everything is still a mess and i'm hoping that they could clear out before the end of the week..
matter of heart, i still hope that i'm not here despite all the things he sais. the challenge seems to be tougher and i've never need him more than this ever..