Monday, October 31, 2011

lonelier than ever...
: (

Monday, October 24, 2011

i don't know..

i don't know whether my brain will work well
after i hit my head to the car door..

i'm slowly loosing my insanity..
so don't look for me when i suddenly disappear ..

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Saturday, October 08, 2011

i see the life and events move around me. how i wish my world is the same as others. but also how it's impossible just because i'm missing that one single most important part that define my world as complete. i once thought i already grasped it in my hands; when i never actually did.

i honestly don't know how long i could stand this. breathing without living, gasping most of the time. smiling although bleeding inside, pretending.

i lost my direction...

Thursday, October 06, 2011

Saturday, October 01, 2011

woke up too early today and i got nothing else to do...

other than thinking of how bad my life is......