i want..

i want Dear...  and a huge 

him..

today wasn't much of a cheerful day for me.. i was feeling under the weather, thinking of so many things i'm not supposed to think..


worst, i miss dear so badly that everything i did reminds me of him.. waiting til monday really sucks..


then, i saw him online.. maybe that's the reason why i just feel like sitting and staring at the laptop even though i was really sleepy.. 


he changed my world immediately, just by looking at his face...

tanya...

Itulah Sayang

Tanya sama hati
Apa asal sayang
Adakah tandanya nampak dipandang
Kumbang rayu bunga
Bulan dan bintangnya
Punya tanda-tanda hubungan mesra

Tanya sama hati
Pernahkah merindu
Ingat masa lena apa mimpimu
Masa berjauhan
Apa nan dikenang
Bila difahamkan itulah sayang

Jikalau tidak kerana sayang
Kuntuman kasih tak mungkin kembang
Andainya jemu mengganti rindu
Jambangan mesra tentulah layu


it's that time again when i miss u so much...

feels like deactivating myself.......

Sydney Opera House Open Day 2010

Main Concert Hall with Fatima, Shaira, Fafa & Ezyan

one of those day

note: this is my 600-th post


i was reading Reader's Digest when i recalled this event.


it was a typical day like any other day (minus the cloudy sky). i took the usual route to uni. walked along Doncaster Ave, into Anzac Parade before reaching uni compound near the gym. i had a blank mind and just want to reach the destination fast (thinking of fb, no doubt) so the routine was done w/o much of a thought. as i walked passed ASB reaching Quad, i saw a lady with a pram/stroller in front of me. she reached the stairs going up the the Quad lawn first. as i reached there, i casually asked if she need help going up. and she said yes. when it's done, i was thanked and i continued my walk. 


honestly i didnt think that much. only then i realized she could just take the lift LOL! but it was one event out of the ordinary that enlivened my day indeed. i feel good to be able to help (altho maybe she didnt need it in the 1st place)..

tension

ya Allah, bg lah kesabaran kt aku.. sakit ati dan tension ngan org2 ni.. ble aku men game kt fb smbil buat keje, drang gelak2 sibuk kte aku sempat lg men game. tpi hakikatnyer, keje aku jln. drang pn sibuk gak men game tpi habuk pn xde. assgmt akhirnyer aku jugak yg buat, drang tiru jek.

yg sorg lg tu
xgune kate kt aku dlu ko free jd bley try buat sdiri dlu bile xde hasil lgsg.
xgune kate kt aku ko xreti nk carik info online ble aku spend ms berejam carik, then ko mintk. ble aku bg, ko bley ckp ko xbc pn lgsg bnde tu. then ko sibuk gak nk tnyer aku pdhl jwpn smer ader dlm bnde2 aku bg kt ko tu.

xgune ader kalo xmnolong lgsg...

aku..

uddani iko.. ladde..
melokkak iko..


Sengéka rimula wénni. 
Kubali sengé tokko. 
Ri giling tinroku...

~_~

bzzz.. 

bzzzzz as a bee....

and i miss Dear badly...

runaway.. not a getaway....

i need this...

no greetings..

no hi..

no asking how am i doing today...

everything is "no" for me today..

:(

feeling sad... really really sad..         :'(

clothes

i hv tonnes of clothes. i've lost weight since i came here, hence the excuse of buying more and more clothing. although i've made a pledge not to buy any more, i've surrendered to temptation. just buying that extra 1 was enough to satisfy.


but here's the catch. when i buy 1 shirt, i hv to make space for it. so then, i thought of getting rid of the old old shirt which i have for ages (like 3-4 yrs. yes, i still do hv some) or those that look really really old due to over-used.


so far, i've only managed to find 1 for every time i tried sorting and clearing up. and that old over-used shirts will still be on the shelf. ALWAYS. why? simply coz i love wearing them. they're like the most comfortable shirts to wear. and they're long sleeves, and black. no need to iron. no need to match. no need to wear layers.


as for the other shirts i hv.. mm... i dunno.. usually i'll said to myself that they're too fashionable to wear to go to uni. or man, i hv to iron the scarf i need to wear to match with them. (that's why with the black shirt. i could wear  scarfs that are of crumpled type)


argghh!!! i definitely have to throw to worn ones out when i'm packing back..


* it's ironic. i always complaint to dear that he's been wearing the same shirt over and over again when i, myself is doing the same thing and he never said a word huhu~

i hate..

i hate Fridays... especially the nights..


that's when i miss him the most..
i succumb...
:(

Mabicara Ogie

Ajak mapoloi olona tauwe’
=>Jangan memotong (mengambil) hak orang lain. 


Artinya: Memperjuangkan kehidupan adalah sesuatu yang wajar, tetapi jangan menjadikan prjuangan itu prtarungan dengan kekerasan yaitu saling merampas rezeki orang lain.

Dinner for TSM Charity Golf

lampu??

last week while waiting for Shaira's hair-do at the saloon, me and Nor played around with the stuff we had around. she, most of the time. yg ni pn utk trial n error tgk gmbo jd ke x.. inilah hasil dier huhuhu

 

kunon fascinated giler ngan lampu ni.

trase poyo pn ader..

illusion kn?!? prasan mcm lawo jek erk? ngan lampu ala-ala kuning/oren cmnih, bebintik, capuk2 ngan jerawat kt muke pn xnmpk. hahaha! tpi kn, even b4 that dh tenyeh2 muke ngan make up, ble amek gmbo cm xpkai pe2 pn kn? 

*photos courtesy of Nor's iPhone yg hebat. blom tgk gambo dr iPhone4 Shaira yg lg hebat. hi-def tu...

tekanan...

tekanan perasaan tgk flight jln2 airasia murah sgt.. tpi xbrani nk plan sgt sbb xtau future event cmner..

in april:

makassar flight return RM150!

kuching 4D3N return + acco RM300!!

huuu~ time2 stress cmni mmg laa nk lari...

song..

i wish.. somebody would sing me the song...

nothing else i could say...

aku ingin engkau ada di sini

menemaniku saat sepi

menemaniku saat gundah..

aku rindu setengah mati kepadamu

sungguh ku ingin kau tahu

aku xbisa hidup tanpamu..

aku rindu...

arini ujan.. since dr mlm td, yg non-stop.. with such gloomy weather, i'm feeling so myself.. seriously xde mood nk buat ape2. rse depress je..... and tmrw's weather is nothing different.....

sakit

tetbe aku tdgr bunyik lagu.. mcm bunyi sms dr Dear.. tpi aku ni mimpi ke?? bukak mata tgk ari dh terang-bnderang. owh ptut laa.. mknenyer aku xmimpi la ni..


amek hp, bc sms, reply sms. tgk jam dh kol 12 tgh ari rupenyer..


tetbe....


kpale start bdenyut.. trus kire bpe jam aku tdo.. 3pg smpai 12 tgh ari = 9 jam. blom exceed ter'over tdo' utk aku. jd npe sakit kpale plak??? dear ckp tu la hasilnyer akibat marathon 8 episod drama non-stop...


skang dkt2 1.30pg.. sakit kpale msih xilang.. aku dlm dilemma nk telan panadol ke x.. thn ni cm blom telan sebijik pn sbb blom pnah sakit teruk lg..


semoga aku bley telelap trus jap lg.. aminnn..


sakit bijik mata..
sakit kpale..
sakit perut..
sakit pinggang..
sakit satu bdn lah senang citer...


smer pn x mmbntu...