honestly.. i feel surreal to wish others "selamat ari raya" coz i hardly feel anything. not even celebrating. this yr has got to be the heart-less ever. 


4 days to go, i never even heard 1 raya song. i don't even hv 1 in my laptop. 


never yet read all those e-raya greetings or whatever that people tag me.


strange enough, i feel like secluding myself from everythg instead.. so whichever day it is, forgive me is all i ask for..