i hope..

i hope i could be strong and pick self up if i fall.. for the next coming week at least.. alone..


what worst is that i'm a wreck now and dear had to go away for work.. it may not be a big deal for u, but it is for me when it's a whole week with no mean of communication at all; and not knowing whether he's ok or not.. and i'm ok or not....


i dont know why at this time my emotions are blurring me and pulling me down..


i hope it's already monday....
i cant stop thinking where is he & what's he doing now...
:(