lonelier than ever...
: (

i don't know..

i don't know whether my brain will work well
after i hit my head to the car door..


i'm slowly loosing my insanity..
so don't look for me when i suddenly disappear ..

Wordless Wednesday~

i see the life and events move around me. how i wish my world is the same as others. but also how it's impossible just because i'm missing that one single most important part that define my world as complete. i once thought i already grasped it in my hands; when i never actually did.


i honestly don't know how long i could stand this. breathing without living, gasping most of the time. smiling although bleeding inside, pretending.


i lost my direction...

wordless thursday.. tuko sket bior len dr org len..

woke up too early today and i got nothing else to do...


other than thinking of how bad my life is......