Muor...

i want him!!

he's Yummy~

everything is going against me.. i wish i could just pack and ship myself to the bottom of the earth.

it feels so weird that the room (my bro's) is empty.. it used to be filled with big luggage, his Tamiya ship construction and just his stuff everywhere...... he's back to school..

mixed feelings..

cant believe i only have less than a month being here.

what to do to smone who keeps complaining about u to smone else yet that person didnt realized that here i am covering his/her ass? i'm starting to feel tired to do so..

for some reason, i dont feel like i belong here.. i'm stil alone wherever i am..

Langkawi 2010

the best poye2 altho a bit dissapointed that the cable cars were shutdown for maintenance

with Bad & Nisa..

thanks guys!!

you...

jlnku hampa, ku sentuh dia,

terasa hangat, di dalam dada....

it's really weird when he's not around, i feel really down coz i miss him so much.

but when he's around, he instantaneously light up my world.

seeing him smile, i forget everything unhappy..

just to see his face, i fell in love again..

clothes

ok, so i lost weight.. 8 kilos within 10 months to be precise.

i dont mind losing all those but now i'm faced with a difficulty ---> my traditional clothes.. in other words, my bj kurung, my kebarung and my kebaya...

u see, all of my current collection are those custom made to fit my body before i flew to Sydney. but now when i wear all of them, they looked like i just borrowed from others, "baju pinjam" dear said; coz they're soooo baggy....

tomorrow i hv a wedding to attend, what SHOULD i wear?? wait, what COULD i wear?????

feeling sick.....

it's 3.13am. am supposed to go for a dip in Sg. Sedim later at 9am. bley bgn ke??

plus, i got runny noise and sore throat, anddd my nose has been itchy. is it coz of the dusts in the air here??

can't sleep well yesterday coz of the 'sounds' around me, what would it be for today?? xkn nk sakit kot?

what am i doing??

what would i do when i'm bored?
---> EATTTT!!!!

what do i feel like doing most of the time??
--->> EATTTTT!!!

hahahaha!
let see how much i weight after 7 weeks in M'sia... (awk nk kn?)
but for some reason, all the weighting scale i use was lousy ones.. hurmmm...

*ps: bile gune laptop 'kotak itam' ni, tringat zmn keje kt kilang dlu2..

: )

hati berbunga2 dpt jumpe cik abg.. wlpn kejap je, next time lg....
i'm soo in love huu~
Mr. Bulat~ hehehe,
jgn mare Dear muaahhhhh..

New year?

it's 2010..
how i wish i'm with u now Dear..

goodbye 2009, welcome 2010

resolution? what resolution?? owh, u mean the New Year resolution?
mine is just typical students' --> survive and finish school & get myself home, proudly

today is already the last day of 2009. the day which mark the 365th day of knowing Dear. he, who i once thought would only be my single-serving fren; but now is my reason to live.

sadly, we wont be together to celebrate it. actually, same goes with all the celebrations we hv in the year (i.e bdays and such).. long distance r'ship is a pain in the ass. but well, i love him anyway.

very very much, muaaahhhhhhhhh!!

owh!! this also means i'm approaching the 'late-20s' in few days. SHOOT!!!

i miss my rainbow....

Engkau tiba bagaikan pelangi
Tak bercahya namun kau berseri
Tapi cukup menghiburkan
Hati ini..

2 weeks before going back into his arms...

Boxing Day..

so today is my 1st ever boxing day. it's almost the same like Black Friday (US) but it's pretty disappointing here coz the Factory Outlet wasn't opened. but well, i dont hv the money to shop anyway.

went to Bondi to accompany my fren shopping. bought a brandless clear Roman slipper for AUD5 at the shop outside of Bondi Mall. that's pretty much it.

speaking of shopping.. so what if i dont like Coach, Guess, Nine West but like Esprit, Roxy, Billabong instead? feel young rite? huhuhu~

* these 2 days move painstakingly slow.

lost...

i feel tired of my life...

i wonder if +1 is statistically significant here..