Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift..

today is about random things..

i can't reaaly think much now... so this time, everything is random...

Below is the most vain staircase in my Uni.

why?

coz when u reach the top stairs, there is a big glass-wall (in other word = mirror)...

so u could see urself and fix anything needed to be fixed hehehe!

next, is new usage of my hairband..

hahaha to prevent my choc nuts from rolling all over the place..

finally, one of the iftar food i had last time.. mihun soup. SPICY!!!

see how red the sauce is... i like!

food

today, i wanna talk about food. specifically, what to eat/drink and what not to eat/drink..

being a Malay, there are certain type of food and drinks ure encouraged and discouraged to consume during certain time period of your life (i think chinese and indians as well). honestly, i don't really know which of those. i may only am aware of statements like nenas is tajam, kelapa is sejuk. but i know there are a lot more, especially if u ask the older-older generations.

of coz i believe there are (scientifically proved and not) advantages by following the guidelines, but .... being me, as long as it's safe, i normally just eat and drink whatever i want to, at any time (while i can).. i think in the future when i'm pregnant or in 'berpantang', i would definitely need a list in my purse. there is no way i could remember all the dos' and donts'..

or maybe i should just practice being in the safe side?? only drink plain water and eat rice with ikan goreng....... persoalannyer then.. larat ker nk telan?? or.. i could just ask my hubby to take care of all the food?? hehehehe

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*right now, i wanna eat bubur b'lauk (porridge with tonnes of stuffs u throw in)!!!!

MARA.. di manakah allowance ku??? xlarat ari2 mkn biskut ngan cereal je ni.....

mango

waak!!!! sy dpt mkn ini, yeay!what is this, u say?
this is the best way to eat mango and pineapple.
with sweet soy (a.k.a kicap).
but i didnt hv sweet soy sauce, so had to improvise kicap masin + gula.
boleeyylaaa...
baik badak dr kuda kn??

engineers...

i saw this at the main entrance lift in electrical engineering & telco building last week.. hehee~

Sun shining bright but with cold cold wind....

it's September27th. it's supposed to be Spring, but it feels like Winter. The heater is on in the room but i'm sneezing and having a cold. And i'm supposed to be on duty at the Info Booth for Mfest at the Harbor in the evening.. cpt la allowance msk, i need to buy Panadol & Tylenol...

Wrong timing, mate!

Mfest

today i got my lazy day (altho i'm kinda stuck on what should i do..), then tomorrow am going to Tumbaloong Park to pick up my shirt for Mfest and sunday is Mfest day! i hope that'd keep me off my mind from thinking of him too much..

i've decided to have cendol, pisang goreng (fried bananas), Ramly Burger and a lot more!!!!!

* tomorrow i'll be getting my allowance, hope it's the correct amount AND includes the 2 months backdated ones as well...*sigh*

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gloomy w'end ahead. it's a fact and there's no way i'd be happy when he's not around..

my roomie will hv classes on fri sat and will be staying at frens' during that time for the rest of the semester, dear would be out every w'ends as usual.

i really am left alone, aren't i?

what of today

Sydney had DUST STORM today.. but it's gone now, only the harsh wind left. Weather forecast said the storm will come back on Saturday... looks like jerebu (haze) minus the smoke-smell..

I have finished my lab for next week. So i could have a head on the next lab. This shows how much i love digital circuit than of analog. uurghhhh!! i ended up finishing it after i got back from class at 10pm without realizing it's almost 1am when i'm done. talk about ke'ghalik'an..

now i'm going to bed. i hope i'll dream of my Dear coz i miss him badly....
*sob*sob*............

masa....

skali tgk jam.. kol 7.30pm.. pusing2 mkn roti.. g toilet.. bc2 sket lab.. tulis2 sket...

tgk jam baru 8.15pm.. shoot! br 45min ke? so sambung tulis2 sket.. men game.. becucuk tanam kt facebook.. tgk2 gambo...

tgk ag jam, baru 9.14pm!!!! aaarrghhh!!!! mati kesangapan cmni...............

tolong.........

it's week 9

it's week 9 of class. yesterday, the design task for 2 of my classes have been posted. both are due in week 13, along with another technical report from my other class.. i'm starting to feel scared and full of pressure, whether i'm capable to finish them within the time limit.. apart from that, i have 2 quizzes next week and bi-weekly lab reports..

somebody asked me just now, 'dh start akademik ker? rajin nyer... ni 3rd day raye ni'. Dang! i already had lab during my 2nd raya and a class just now..

EiD Mubarak!~

due to extreme lethargic-ness, the owner of the blog couldnt update her blog that well (a.k.a long entries)..
just a short note: (jgn ingt cini xde bunga api) hehee

Hope ur Raya has been bleesed and fun!
i'll be back soon~

30th Ramadhan

now is 4.44am, saturday morning.. karang ader gotong-royong kol 11.30 at Hall. i'm supposed to go to uni to finish my lab with Minjal and Tripati, but i guess i hv to go after finished cleaning. maybe at 2.30pm. the lab closes at 6 on w'ends..

i dont hv the mood to stay at hall for iftar.. so maybe i could just wonder around at uni til 7 or 8.. maybe i would find a spot to cry my heart out... i already miss him...

the sun is not shining at me altho it's bright nowadays.. i frown most of the time, and sometimes smiles reluctantly.. for some reason, i felt that there are walls closing in on me..

nothing seems to be on my side right now.. felt that i've come to another halt in my journey.. it does feel that i've been here before but looks like i've to climb higher to get out of this hole.. it's hard to pretend that everything's fine, but i guess i did well coz no one ask..

wish he's here..

Aku ingin engkau slalu, hadir dan temani aku..
Disetiap langkah, yg meyakiniku,
Kau tercipta untukku,
Sepanjang hidupku...

it's going to be a cloudy and stormy week ahead.... i wish i could find a place to retreat.....