something about Uni......

i just know that in the w'ends, everything on campus closes at 6pm. including all computer labs in Electrical Eng. (EE) building (u need to swipe ur ID to get into the building) and all the library on campus. so troublesome.. pretty weird though. i think it should close at midnight, regardless the fact that it's not the final exam week. so pathetic. xnk bagi students dtg study lelamer ke?

owh, 1/3 of my prob is fixed.. how the heck i'm going to settle the other 2/3?? hurrmmmm.......

around the corner it comes

it's only a week left before Ramadhan. this year will be my 1st yr back celebrating the fasting month overseas. not that it make much of a difference, but being fasting means it's the time to miss all those tasty food i usually ate during 'bukak pose'. especially the abundance of 'kuih' and my fav 'air jagung'. apart from that, there would be no more daily cooking like it used to be.

sorry mat li & the geng, hangpa x bley nk mai mkn free rumah kami lg la naa. nasib hangpa la kalo kempunan soto, nasi ayam, nasi kerabu dan briani kami yg hebat tu hahaha! xdapat kami nk bantu :D

i want popia goreng!
i want apam balik!!
i want bubur cha-cha!!!

memory of naked guy on a bike - priceless

don't get me wrong. for some reason, it's pretty weird i think of this. maybe of the news that some of my frens are in Purdue now for their Masters.

well, who had seen naked guy running around in the exam hall before? raise ur hands!!

i did, 3 times actually. i was in Purdue and all 3 classes were known to be among the stressful ones offered in the semester. If my memory serves me right, it was Economics, Physics and some Engineering class.

i still remember the 1st time it happened. i was in Econs final exam over at Lambert House (indoor track). the school has tables and chairs arranged in the middle of the track. halfway thru the exam, we heard bicycle rang. and boy were we surprised when we saw a naked guy with a ski mask holding Purdue flag cycling around. shocking but pretty funny hehehe. at least it broke the 'stressful and eerie' silence during the exam for awhile.

the other 2 incidents were both in Elliot Hall of Music with 2 guys running at each side of the hall from the rear to the front. of coz i didn't see the front part, just the back hahaha! but the experience made my college life colorful :)

and nope, i haven't seen any of those happened here yet. it means business here.. skema giler!

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"aku bukanlah superman, aku juga bisa nangis"

i think it's time to pull myself up from this mess i'm in right now.. too many things running wildly in my mind that i felt like loosing control.. i wanna get it done asap. the sooner, the better, the faster i'll be relieved. the question is, am i ready?

take a deep breath
ure not alone..

be patient..
be patient..
be patient..

kalo ikut ati, dh lamer dh aku

Note: DEAR, this is NOT for u.

kalo ikut ati, sekarang jugak aku buat bender tu!!! sakitnyer ati. sakitnyer jiwa. sakitnyer raga (kalo raga ade skrg ni, dh lamer kne baling). knape la bodoh sgt aku dlu... boley ke aku nk tahan lelamer cmni?!?!?!?! arrghhhh!!!!!!! serabut!!

i just know that..

i've been watching MAJALAH 3.. and it's my 1st time knowing that Malaysia has apple farms...

then there's a slot on Cina Peranakan in Kota Bharu.. which reminds me of my time in KB (not that long there) but what hit me is the language.. haven't heard that dialect for a long time.. and i feel like i haven't talk another similar dialect (T'ganu) for a very long time as well..

ok back to the reason i'm writing.. in the slot, one of the uncle wrote in Jawi.. something which i had forgotten for a long time.. the last time i remember reading something in Jawi was Eid last year in my grandparents house in Pontian. badly enough, i was still able to read the newspaper slowly.

honestly, i doubt that i could write CORRECTLY in Jawi anymore.. and i suddenly remember that i even wrote in Rumi (normal alphabets) during my Religion Studies PMR exam in my Religion School! all because i think writing in Jawi would slow me down.. my God, how guilty i am now to have think that way... sia-sia blajo sek agama liyana....

* So jealous of Dear for being able to talk Bugis. aaa at least he has another language he could speak... when i have kids of my own, they definitely need to learn another language other than malay & english. kejam ke?? hehehe

soklan pedas kn hanimichi?

* this is long due, dok dlm Draft lame dh..

bile aku bce blog hanimichi dan pk2 blk.. aku ader sebab yg same knape aku suke duduk jauh.. sbbnyer is rmai org suke tnyer aku soklan yg aku sdiri xleh nk jwb.. yg lg buat aku pening ialah bile darah daging sdiri yg suke tnyer..

1- k.li bile nk kawin?
2- lamer dh ni tunggu, biler nk dpt mkn nasi minyak?
3- biler nk dpt abg ni?
4- u punyer turn bile plak (from my mum's fren to her)? mama's answer senang je, "insyaAllah" tp pastu she hints to me la kn, adui.

slalunyer aku respon dgn senyum je. biler kne tnyer lg aku jwb "ntah, blum smp masa lg". bile dh xtahan aku jwb, "ye la ye la.. tgk la nnt2". kalo mood aku ok, aku jwb "akhir tahun kot.. tp tahun nyer xdecide lg".. betapa senang ckp dr buat kn? org lain xfikir ke cmtu? kalo dh smp time, dpt la kad.. kalo xde tu, meaning xde la kn? susah ke nk trime? aku sdiri xde la kalut sgt, drang plak yg lebey-lebey..

penat...

MY PANTANG-LARANG

there are few things that simply is 'no-no' for me..

- never leave ur book open if ure leaving or not reading it, even for a while
- never repeat the same thing over and over and over again, I'll reach my boiling point faster. don't blame me if i ignore u and play dumb on u

that's about what i remember now.. will update if i remember more..

* Dear, take note hahahaha!

bubye my ring...

now i believe it when he said my fingers 'shrink' when i lost weight. why?? Coz my jade ring i bought from Intel before i left doesn't 'ngam' with me anymore!!!

bought it nicely fit on my middle finger but now it even slide thru my thumb. aihh.. xleh pakai dh.. buat perhiasan je la jwbnyer...

I go to the hills, When my heart is lonely..

The hills are alive,
With the sound of music
With songs they have sung
For a thousand years

these baits sounds familiar, don't they? it's the intro song of my favorite musical ever, "the Sounds of Music". i could watch it over and over again, regardless how old i am. i guess if u like tv and music, u will like the movie as well.

for some reason, i feel at ease hearing all those songs.. my heart is at joy and the world will be in cheer. plus, the scenery in the movie is breath-taking. maybe i should go to Austria..

*i hope his heart is smiling as well at this moment..

the way life is..

it's funny, isn't it? how world goes around. at times ure on top of the world, suddenly u hit the rock bottom. everything goes well but suddenly something hit u. but it's also weird how when ure down, and in the blink of an eye u see a glimpse of hope..

i guess it's just world's way of letting us know that life is real. that it has its' ups and downs.. and it's up to us how we'll face it..

anything can happened, rite?

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i remember the first time i met him, it seemed that there were only 2 of us in the plane. time flies and it's already time to leave. but here we are now.. love has found its way..

whatever it is, I'm content now coz i see my rainbow and i know i'm not alone~ :D

Kan Cheong Kitchen

I'm not that good of a cook, but the bloopers and mayhem I saw is really bad.. if ure not sure what is this show about, it's an action-packed cooking show where the contestants work in a pair. One who knows how to cook will teach the cannot cook by command. here's the twist, even the cooking level is 'nasi goreng'. the results are chaos and hilarious in every episode.

Here u can see un-cooked steak, un-cooked spaghetti and a lot of undercooked stuff. but wait, u can also see contestants use BUTTER KNIFE (pisau butter yg roti tu) or CHOPPER (pisau daging) to cut the onions and pepper!! my God!! i think my younger brother knows which knife to use when cooking....

apart from that, u can also hear the term 'switch off the oil' (vs. switch off the fire) and 'salai the daging' (vs. goreng daging tu), 'gaul ayam' (vs. tebalikkn ayam) or 'jaga your fire'. oh ya! dont forget questions like 'ni ke bawang?' or 'ni ke cendawan?'. good times.. good times.. sakit perut laughing watching those episode... u can watch them at 8tv online.

makan!!

tetiber trase nk mkn Nasi Ambang..... mau mau mau! (cm iklan '3' kt tv Indo). argghhh pandai tul ahh!! time2 cmni laa ko nk mkn erk liyana?? dlu blk johor xmo.... padan muke.

what i feel like doing now..

Babak penantian
Satu ujian
Sekuat mana cinta
Ku tak mungkin
Kalis rindu
Kalis pilu
Bila kau tiada bersamaku
Pendam rindu

Pendam pilu
Hingga kau menjelma…

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1- watch citer P. Ramlee "Labu-labi" to ease my aching heart, so that i dont think of him too much..
2- feel like eating cendol.. tp mane nk carik..
3- watch the stars but it's cold outside and watching them reminds me of dear..
4- nk blk Mesia.. tp xleh..
5- just walk.. and walk.. and walk.. and walk.. until i'm no where..

i can't do anything, could i??

* pelik.. pelik.. npe rase cramp kt kaki stil x ilang2 even lepas 2 ari...

worst place ever..

if ure a follower of my blog, u would know that i recently went to Europe for Winter. this photo is from my final leg of the trip. u might wonder where we were. we're in the TRAIN from Brussels to Paris. and yes, we sat in the confined area there. in between coaches, to be exact. rase mcm orang merempat pn ader.

wanna know why? coz our train BROKE DOWN at the station before it even departed, so all of us had to cramp on the next train at 4.30pm and i mean EVERYBODY who's supposed to board the 3.30pm train. worst thing is that we even PAY additionally to get on it. they should get a replacement laa.. stupid train service.

honestly, PARIS is the worst place u should be if u hv high temper and short patience span. their customer service sucks and most of them don't speak english. bad experience....

siapa aku?

Aku rindu
Aku perlu
Hati kamu terukir namaku
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kadang2 aku terfikir, adakah aku benar2 diri aku? atau sekadar hnya sebuah potret berupe manusia yang aku pampangkn untuk orang sekeliling mngadili siapa diri aku? mgkin dgn cara ini, aku dapat membuat mereka sangka yg aku yakin dlm hidup aku. yg aku boleh membuat segala2nya, dan gagah dlm mghadapi segala yg dtg.. tp hakikatnya, mampukah aku?...

adakah dgn mengenali siapa sebenarnya diri aku, aku menjadi satu bebanan?