malangnye nasib ku~

minggu ni aku ader 2 kelas je sbb lg 2 kelas cancel.. (bad sbb sangap kt umah, good sbb dpt chat ngan dear! hee~). so ptg td aku pegi my 1st class.. dlm kelas tu, manusia mane laaa bijak sgt pegi bukak smer tingkap kt blkg classroom tu. and bodohnyer laaa aku, pegi bwk jacket yg x setebal maner..

whole class aku menggigil.. dh la sejuk, sakit pinggang, kusi keras. duduk cm biaser salah, duduk besila pn salah. aduiiiii. pulak tu, towards the last 30 mins of class, aku dh blur. ader pulak mamat tnyer smthg kt prof.. prof tu plak dok pk2 cmner nk jwb soklan.. trus kelas tu abis kol 9.15mlm (7.15pm mesia) instead of kol 9. and aku telepas shuttle nk blk. kne tunggu 30min for the next one. bagusnyer smbil tunggu tu kene tiup ngan 'angin sepoi-sepoi bahasa'. huwaaa!!!

ni pulak, aku xleh nk tdo lg.. dh kol 2pg.. esok ader kelas kol 12tgh ari...

musykil....

imagine ure driving, with others (friends or family).. whose choice of music u think should it be. urs or ur passenger??

for me, it's ME (the driver)! sungguh la x aci sbb i'm the one doing all the work driving kn. penat tau. but then, if driving with my naughty-naughty cousins afiq & qila, jgn harap la.. it will ALWAYS be theirs.. regardless of whose car we're in..... *sigh*

second question, ure stil the driver and ur passengers are sleeping. should u turn the music down or not?

me == NO!!! ure driving alone, and u need the music to keep u awake. anyway, the passengers are supposed to teman u driving kn?? so amacm? but it turned out that i always slow down the radio when everyone else is sleeping.... nk sumbat ipod takut bahaya x aware ngan surrouding pulak....

what u say?

free or not..

people said i'm weird.. coz i don't like having so much free time.. they said it's good to have a long break for awhile. well, i will agree and not agree upon 2 distinction.

one--> i'm free, but i'm ALONE = totally NOT agree
two--> i'm free, WITH someone i love = agree

since i'm here in Oz (read as alone), i definitely don't want a lot of free time. i'm used to keep myself busy. i miss my working life...

seriously said, being very very busy is crucial to keep my SANITY.

which do u prefer??

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what's wrong with people who like to accused others without any evidence?? is it that hard to ask first before simply said all those things? i thought by for somebody that has been around me my whole life, u would know me, but u DON'T. i guess u don't care how painful am i when when u say that? it felt like i've been back-stabbed.

sometimes i wish for smthg that i shouldn't wish for.
certain things have lost their meaning..

Ramadhan al-Kareem

Bulan Ramadhan telah menjelang
Sebuah kesempatan meraih magfirah-Nya
Mari bersihkan hati mnyambut Ramadhan nan suci
Semoga keberkatan akan diperolehi..

Mohon maaf atas sgala salah dan khilaf
Ramadhan al-Kareem untuk semua..

people around..

well, it's almost to the end of week 5 (out of 13 weeks) for this semester. i found that this semester, i got to meet a lot of 'interesting' (read as weird) people in..

in one of my classes, there is this one fella who would walk or do anything without 'kisah' to others around.. don't understand what i mean? now read on..

for example, today in the class, he walked up front to the mini stage and adjusted the pc monitor sideways so that he could see what the prof wrote on the board (the pc was in between us and the board).. before that, he just went up front and pulled the projector screen up WHILE THE PROF WAS WRITING ON THE BOARD next to the screen.

last week, he randomly went to the board and start dusting it and yes, while the prof was writing on the board.. oh ya! for some reason he booked the usual spot i sit for me with his book-bag although the classroom was empty....when i reached there, he said "u can sit here"... okay.... but well, he's chatty and quite nice (if u could understand his accent)..

enough with the guy on my right, next is this one guy sitting on my left. whenever the prof said smthg about checking the equation written on the board, he would read parts of the equation and then said, "wait!! oh no, that's correct. never mind." imagine what happened when the prof wrote 15 EQUATIONS in 3 HOURS.......

honestly, i kind of curious to see what they'll do next... gosh, aku diapit org pelik rupenyer... no wonder the world is weird hehehe.....

PROBLEM FIXED! Wakata, ne?
thanx dear for being so patient listening to my babbling :)

dlu aku ingat...

Ntah knape ati rase sedey biler pk lg seminggu dh nk msk bulan pose dh. aku ingt lg dlu aku pk aku akan rase the same thing cm pose kt US dlu. dgn kate len, xde la raser sgt. nothing special. tp kali ni, lg aku pk lg sebak jdnyer.

ke sbb for the past 3 yrs aku pose kt Kulim, aku enjoy? aku dpt masak dgn nisa & ein ari2 utk bukak pose. kitorg dpt mkn sdiri hasil tgn memsg, bahkn dpt jamu jiran2 and member2 kitorg skali utk merasa. sbb tu ker?

ke sebab for the past 3 yrs, aku jd semangat nk pose sbb aku kt Mesia? mood surrounding tu ader. teringat kitorg buat rules, pegi bazaar ramadhan tu utk beli air ngan 2 jenis kuih je. pengalaman sbb 1st day pose tu kitorg beli terlampau byk kuih pai tak abis. meriahnyer Ramadhan..

dlu aku pk aku dh ader kt overseas ni, slamat duit aku RM500 tetiap tahun (byk tu!) xyah nk bg sedara2 aku everytime raya. tp aku sedar, aku tak kisah smer tu. sbbnyer aku puas bile aku dpt bg derang walaupn xseberape, dpt bersalaman ngan cium, and puas tgk muke derang sengih bile dpt sampul duit raya..

so, knape pose kali ni aku tetiber rase cm tak best??

rindu nk mkn pisang ijau Makassar...

raya tahun ni aku miss la nk mkn burasak....

ikan oh ikan...

balik mesia nanti, nk mkn SUSHI pepuas. bior pai perut kembung, xpeduli. Sydney ni name je tepi laut, tp sgale bender ikan mahal gak. tipu!

wak, blk ni awk kne teman gak. tak kire! mesti!!! kalo tak........

will it be, will it not?

well, tomorrow i would know whether 2/3 of my problem will be solved. i seriously hope so. i'm going nuts over these.......

something about Uni......

i just know that in the w'ends, everything on campus closes at 6pm. including all computer labs in Electrical Eng. (EE) building (u need to swipe ur ID to get into the building) and all the library on campus. so troublesome.. pretty weird though. i think it should close at midnight, regardless the fact that it's not the final exam week. so pathetic. xnk bagi students dtg study lelamer ke?

owh, 1/3 of my prob is fixed.. how the heck i'm going to settle the other 2/3?? hurrmmmm.......

around the corner it comes

it's only a week left before Ramadhan. this year will be my 1st yr back celebrating the fasting month overseas. not that it make much of a difference, but being fasting means it's the time to miss all those tasty food i usually ate during 'bukak pose'. especially the abundance of 'kuih' and my fav 'air jagung'. apart from that, there would be no more daily cooking like it used to be.

sorry mat li & the geng, hangpa x bley nk mai mkn free rumah kami lg la naa. nasib hangpa la kalo kempunan soto, nasi ayam, nasi kerabu dan briani kami yg hebat tu hahaha! xdapat kami nk bantu :D

i want popia goreng!
i want apam balik!!
i want bubur cha-cha!!!

memory of naked guy on a bike - priceless

don't get me wrong. for some reason, it's pretty weird i think of this. maybe of the news that some of my frens are in Purdue now for their Masters.

well, who had seen naked guy running around in the exam hall before? raise ur hands!!

i did, 3 times actually. i was in Purdue and all 3 classes were known to be among the stressful ones offered in the semester. If my memory serves me right, it was Economics, Physics and some Engineering class.

i still remember the 1st time it happened. i was in Econs final exam over at Lambert House (indoor track). the school has tables and chairs arranged in the middle of the track. halfway thru the exam, we heard bicycle rang. and boy were we surprised when we saw a naked guy with a ski mask holding Purdue flag cycling around. shocking but pretty funny hehehe. at least it broke the 'stressful and eerie' silence during the exam for awhile.

the other 2 incidents were both in Elliot Hall of Music with 2 guys running at each side of the hall from the rear to the front. of coz i didn't see the front part, just the back hahaha! but the experience made my college life colorful :)

and nope, i haven't seen any of those happened here yet. it means business here.. skema giler!

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"aku bukanlah superman, aku juga bisa nangis"

i think it's time to pull myself up from this mess i'm in right now.. too many things running wildly in my mind that i felt like loosing control.. i wanna get it done asap. the sooner, the better, the faster i'll be relieved. the question is, am i ready?

take a deep breath
ure not alone..

be patient..
be patient..
be patient..

kalo ikut ati, dh lamer dh aku

Note: DEAR, this is NOT for u.

kalo ikut ati, sekarang jugak aku buat bender tu!!! sakitnyer ati. sakitnyer jiwa. sakitnyer raga (kalo raga ade skrg ni, dh lamer kne baling). knape la bodoh sgt aku dlu... boley ke aku nk tahan lelamer cmni?!?!?!?! arrghhhh!!!!!!! serabut!!

i just know that..

i've been watching MAJALAH 3.. and it's my 1st time knowing that Malaysia has apple farms...

then there's a slot on Cina Peranakan in Kota Bharu.. which reminds me of my time in KB (not that long there) but what hit me is the language.. haven't heard that dialect for a long time.. and i feel like i haven't talk another similar dialect (T'ganu) for a very long time as well..

ok back to the reason i'm writing.. in the slot, one of the uncle wrote in Jawi.. something which i had forgotten for a long time.. the last time i remember reading something in Jawi was Eid last year in my grandparents house in Pontian. badly enough, i was still able to read the newspaper slowly.

honestly, i doubt that i could write CORRECTLY in Jawi anymore.. and i suddenly remember that i even wrote in Rumi (normal alphabets) during my Religion Studies PMR exam in my Religion School! all because i think writing in Jawi would slow me down.. my God, how guilty i am now to have think that way... sia-sia blajo sek agama liyana....

* So jealous of Dear for being able to talk Bugis. aaa at least he has another language he could speak... when i have kids of my own, they definitely need to learn another language other than malay & english. kejam ke?? hehehe